Daughters really do share deep rooted emotional trauma with/inherit deep rooted emotional trauma from their mothers and I know it’s true bc whenever I try to approach a sensitive topic with my mom, no matter how calm and civil and patient I intend to be no matter how much I’ve practiced what I want to say no matter how OK I was even a moment before, I always involuntarily burst into desperate, angry hysterics the moment I open my mouth. As though it’s coming from a place buried so far within me I cannot even register its existence until it has overtaken me. And I know I’m not alone on this either. There is so much we internalize from our mothers that we never learn to contend with. That we never even learn to recognize
So, this happened last night with me, and now I can’t look at either of my parents in the face right now.
(via pumpumdemsugah)
Southampton way, 2016
last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again
nothing to lose. :))
Let’s hopeWhy not? :)
*crossing fingers*
pretty much^^^^
i got nothing to lose. (:
Last time i did this my wish came true.
Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss
im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming true…
it came true last time…so why not
<3
hoping and praying…
Why not.
lets see.
my wish came true……………..this is creepy
Why not lol
Let’s see if it works 🥀➰
I doubt it will work but anyhow
I will always reblog this as long as I have hope
📚 🍵
♥
Here’s hoping…
🐽
Praying for this to work💫
I’m hoping!
Hope that this works bc i need it so bad.
(via thoughtsofaddiction)
a sculptor friend gave me these massive rolls of paper when we finished art skl and its literally all I’ve been working on for the last 3 years! I thought i had finished the last roll a few months ago and I haven’t made any work since cause I kept saying I’d buy more paper but was also suffering in myself about some things and feeling anxious and underwhelmed by my 2D way of making so never got round to it…but I found a large roll hidden under my bed when I was doing a big clear out of my room the other day! ive had this one image that has been hauntcircling in my mind but it never occurred to me that it should be a work on paper and I suddenly had this aha moment laying in a pile of dust under my bed with my cat nipping at my feet.